I Wish

I wish....
My babies were here.
My daughter was 100% healthy.
There was no such thing as infertility.
I had a DVD recording of the triplets ultrasounds.
I could hold them again.
My family would talk about them.
We had a memorial service.
I could keep their urns somewhere other than my closet.
I knew for sure if Kenzie and Abby were identical.
I knew if it was my fault.
I were pregnant.
I wish...